What do you do when you long for intimacy?
What can be said to keep this lust suppressed?
How can one be at peace with a strong lustful desire breaking down every wall of your mind, creating Chaos, Lust, Frustration and Pain?
What do you do when your heart is willing to embrace love, or even lust for the intimacy you desire, but your mind is cautious and self-doubting?
The depression felt in my heart is great,
The strife that my mind endures is utter torture,
The failure I've had to bare is just nerve racking!!
The misery I feel from holding unto the past can never be brought to words,
Just my tears and sorrow can sum up my pain,
Even if it is empathy felt from the dishonor my parents have to bare daily.
Love is a not a state of being or choice,
It is not something that can be bought or researched,
It can not be classified, or reproduced, though it is often imitated,
Love is something that can only be shared between people,
And trust me, the pain you go through in order to earn that lo